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Wednesday, 02 March 2011

MOVED　ＴＯhttp://thekennethguyII.xanga.com/ :)

Friday, 18 February 2011

It's the start of a new holiday.... What should i do again ? I always waste my youth lazing around.....

Wednesday, 26 January 2011

In class right now, it's boring as usual

Drama mamas to start the day, and now finally some peace and quiet.

Few weeks ago, the last time i saw Cindy before she left for Melbourne .

School's ending soon. Hurrayy!
I have this urge to sing really badly, that's the only way to destress myself whenever i'm caught in a situation or whatever.
Anyway CNY is approaching next week, and i have not shopped for my apparrels AT ALL! God i'm soooo dead. needa shop this weekend.
Shall blog again, ciaossssss :)

Monday, 24 January 2011

The world's boring, all i can do is spice things up for myself .

Nothing really exciting happened recently, but alot of redundant issues .
All i can do is to try deal everything on my own, if not everyone's ear will start to burn.
I think this is all part of life, part of growing up.
I'm sure i'll get used to additonal drama mamas in my life .

School school school
It's been months since i last updated this site of mine. I kinda miss typing here actually. But life's been really hectic and busy for me.
For the past few months, alot of things changed, I changed. Friends changed, environment changed, everything changed for the past year. It's a brand new year now, but things only starts to worsen each and every day after i grew up. Increasing loads of things to care about, numerous problems and problems and problems. Never ending problems.
New people appear and then dissappear. Friends decided to fuck out of my life, and lead their own life, i'm still okay with that .

But this friend of us, a friend that made me and karen worried for the past few months .
Worried about his wherebouts, worried about his safety, missed his laughters, missed his jokes, missed him as a friend. Although we still do not know the whole truth yet, but we already roughly got the idea already.
You prefer friends telling you good things about yourself, you prefer to stay away from people who tells you real and harsh stuffss
From the day i knew you. i knew who you are. We all accepted.
Everytime we quarrelled, i was the one who pulled us back .
But you never seem to knew we cared about you, because in your mind, we're always teasing you, saying sarcastic remarks about you, talking bad about you, pulling you down to hell with words. But no matter what we say, we know we care about you. At least we did miss you like fuck after you dissappeared.

After today's incident, you thoroughly dissapointed us, once again you made Karen teared. I wonder how many times did karen teared because of you already.
But all you care is still yourself.
I'm already a selfish prick myself, but you're the king . I lose to you .

Fuck your life.

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

Esteeee <3

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

Before my haircut (2 weeks ago)

Now ( cut my hair twice in this 2 week)
*i just took these photos in class 5 minutes ago*
Efficient blogger -> me

Hey yo im a hungry boy now, stomach growllllllll!

Saturday, 23 October 2010

YOOHOO
Finally gotten my camera birthday present from chloe tai last week. Thanks to all my friends that bought me this present :) i love it, this camera is totally baised, it makes me look good !

So i decided to bring my camera out to place it in good use on Marc's birthday celebration yesterday :)

TGIF & after school i went to meet Nich, then head home to rest, changed into a different pair of contact lens. And then head out to meet charissa

Went t1 to meet Stacey for dinner

& we reached his place at around 10plus 11

Our "reserved seat" outside his house, so cute

Marc , the birthday boy

Got kinda bored somehow & everyone became tired and shagg.

My left eye somehow got really red at the side, arghh i need a new pair of my favourite lenses :(

anyway back to the main point, i love how the pictures turn out using the new camera <33

Gonna rest during this weekend :)

Thursday, 21 October 2010

MY VOICE

I was bored @ home watching glee, sang a song that they sang and i said to myself ,
"Once again,singing made me feel good about myself ... "
My passion for singing never dies, i don't think it'll ever die. Because the only thing that kept me special from the other kids is to be able to sing . Although i know alot of other kids sing better and greater than me. But you still know you have this ability to sing something , maybe not fantastic, but i know i sounded WELL .

Have been improving my vocals and practising real hard for my vocals ever since 2 years ago, ever since English music became part of my life.I used to say "I wanna sing like them, i wanna open up my throat and sing those lyrics out loud, i wanna hit those high notes, i wanna belt out long notes, i wanna be able to sing and make people say, THIS KID IS GOOD"
I practised so hard until my throat aches, but i still kept on singing, despite knowing that it's really bad for the throat. But you know what Singing is eveyrthing that made me wanna go on in life.
Before i knew, for the past years, the first thing that i do after i came back home after a day of fun, or school, i end up opening my throat and SINGING something when i reaches my room. It's like a automatic remote control , it wasn't until someone told me to stop singing, like " Hey everywhere you go, you're singing, gets annoying"... hahahha i know it sounds annoying sometimes, but it just made me feel more and more bonded with my own voice.
I used to hate it because i have this "low voice", i couldn't hit the High Cs and Ds and what so ever as the tenors can, but now i stop trying to hit them because now i realised i actually have my Own Notes, within my Own Range, i have notes that i can hit and still come out beautifully without having to strained them, i have my own high chest voice and my own high head tones which people wanna do it too.

You know what i'm not very humble with what i can do. It's like if i keep saying those things to myself, how am i able to improve without knowing i'm good at at least something? If i keep putting myself down, then all these practises i've done everyday for the past years, wouldn't it all go down to the drain ?

Singing is really part of my life now, i don't care about being a singer now, because what i wanna do is to be able to sing. That's the most important, whether or not i can make it big, it doesn't matter.

I just wanna hear myself and say to myself... " i'm good .... "

You know what, in my life i will never ever let myself down :) & really don't try to bring me down, don't even think of doing that.

Sunday, 17 October 2010

WE LOVE FRIDAYS

*More photos on facebook*

Love going club with this underage/overage girl ;)

Tmr's school and i'm still blogging at this timing.
I need to sleep!

NIGHTSSS

Note reminder : this friday's marc's birthday :)